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Sometimes I feel like this…

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Sometimes I feel like this…

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gatekeeper:

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Of course it’s your decision,
But just so you know,
If you decide to leave,
Soon, I will follow.

No Lies, Just Love (via loveyourchaos)

Spiraling…

Something inside of me has broken loose, something inside has died. I’m asking why I even try, so tired of lies and illusions, so over heart ache and pain. I’m spiraling out of control, hopes and dreams going down the drain. I’m contemplating corruption and deeming it necessary that such should come to pass, no remorse just revenge.

I feel the darkest part of me that I suppress so hard emerge and for once I’m not afraid, I reach out my hand to embrace the rage.

Something inside of me has broken loose, something inside has died. Its given life to the malice in me that I’ll no longer hide. I will go silently into the night, into the shadows, into the black abyss, hooded cloak and wait amongst what dwells in the darkest of all nightmares. I will lurk in obscurity and call to that which unleashes my hatred and release a jagged elemental wrath.

Glimpse

I’m going to brush the hair out of my face and give you a glimpse into my eyes, this may leave you paralyzed.

Eyes full of “mystery”. This isn’t mystery so much as a deep blue sea of pain encompassing a black hole of falsity.

They say that the eyes are the window to the soul, I think they got that one right on me…

I’m a girl who feels too much and says she embraces it, yet tries to fight those feelings alone in the dark. I’m a girl haunted by a tattered past, whose flesh has been ripped away, whose been left exposed. A girl who despite all doubt and fear still tries and hopes against hope. I’m so many things, but so much less than I hoped to be, than I should be…


I’m so full of love, love unexplainable, yet full of so much more hatred.

You were the first nice guy I met after so many bad ones. And I didn’t know if you were the one or just the first good one, so I went out and met some more guys. Some of them were fine, but none of them were you.

Men In Trees (via quotewhore)

This is about you not being able to commit, because committing means saying goodbye to whatever unfulfilled fantasy of love you’ve concocted after seeing too many Meg Ryan movies. But men don’t come and make everything all better - they’re only human. And you shouldn’t punish him because you were forced to grow up so fast you never learned how to let someone else take care of you. He’s not your father, okay, he’s not necessarily gonna disappear at the first sign of trouble. And, as scary as it is to consider letting yourself be truly vulnerable with another human being, what’s even scarier is that deep down inside you know you picked this man…and if you run away from him now, you’ll be running away from being the kind of person you always wanted to be.

Scrubs (via quotewhore)